(SELF) INDULGENCE Oct. 16/87 Karl Rigelhof

Lost inside/within myself
Will I ever get out
(Do I need help)
Will I make the break
Will I find (the) escape
(Or will I/it be too late)
(Is that/this my fate)

My skin crawls
As the night calls
My heart drops
As all/the (e)motion(s) stop(s)

Swimming through/up (the) stream(s)
Of my shattered dreams
Nothing is what/as it seems
Unless it means something (to me)

(My) memory/ies decay(s)(/)
(My thoughts betray)
Will I find the/a/my way(/)
(Concepts to convey)
Who am I to say
That everything will be okay
Tomorrow (after today)/(or another day)